Everytime I’m with you, I really don’t feel like it’s enough. If this is really the case, I don’t know what’ll happen if I actually stopped seeing you.

I know I have to make a decision fast, because having the best of both worlds is too selfish and it doesn’t last. I am only one person. And I am well aware of that. I just don’t know what to do.

1. Safe and boring, but I know I’ll think about him from time to time. Friendships will be cut off along the way if I choose this path. I’ll be starting life back to square one, completely on my own.

2. Fun, and it feels so right. It is great but risky. And the risks come in big heaps.

The risk of the ex, the risk of being busy and then little attention will be given to me. It won’t make me do anything that’ll involve a third party, but it’ll make me real sad and I’m afraid I’d just be left feeling hollow and empty. And that is the one thing I truly hate. But I want to be supportive. 

High risk, high rewards. Really? It’s questionable. 

Sometimes, taking risks burn you. 

I could be just some girl that helped you move on at a specific time in your life, it doesn’t imply that I’m the girl you’re actually falling for. As much as you’d like assurance, you’re not giving me any.

And I’m not going to tell you to give it to me, because if you think you should, then you will.