:)

I had such a great time with him today. I didn’t want it to end. Boo. Time flies so fast.

One more day and out with 2010. It’s going to be a new year. A new start for me. To be honest, it’s not that easy to just get on with life and forget my past. But I have this strong gut feeling that it’ll all be worth it in the end. But I feel so scared. Why do I feel this scared? o.O

I want to start off my new year by being a good person. I want to be sincere to the people I love and enjoy and be happy with them. No more drama please. I had one too many of those.

And here’s my resolution: To be prettier.

I don’t like it that he thinks other girls are prettier than me. I want to be the prettiest to his eyes. I hope I am. I know I don’t look perfect and it just bothers me sometimes. But the fact that he calls me pretty everyday makes me feel better :)

Sigh. Damn insecurity issues. It’s so unhealthy for me.